Hello there I believe we've met!

Okay it's clearly been a long time. I know I keep promising myself to post post post post every day but I end up losing interest anyway and forget about it. Well it's not like anyone actually READS this stuff so I'm going to just say I'll post whenever I feel like it. Yeah after this you probably wont hear from me for about another good 5 months. Well anyway. I promised to tell you how the play went.

I had really bad allergies and while I was off blowing my nose I missed a small scene. Oh well not the end of the world. We're having the play again in september so w/e. Other than that it was pretty fun. I think for a first time play I didn't fail. People even told me that =o.

Umm what else.... I moved into a house. Well it's more like a trailor but I love it here!

I bought Breaking Dawn. Yes I'm going to have a twilight rant in another post.

My room actually stays CLEAN now. It's something I'm quite proud of.

That's it for NOW cause I'm going to keep my posts short and sweet. Maybe not so sweet but you get the point.

P.S. Sorry for the weird duck picture. I was too lazy to search for more appropariate signs.

Theater

I always wanted to be part of a theater group. I was always good at fake crying. I always got people with it - it was a lot of fun. Well I don't mean to sound self absorbed or anything but I always thought I was quite an actress ;). Like as in when I read a script it didn't sound like plain reading off a piece of paper, like in class or something. It had enthusiasm and passion! And if it didn't need enthusiasm and passion, it had whatever it needed to. Or so I thought. And I'm usually my own biggest critic so if I like something I do then I really do think I do it well, and usually I'm not the only one either.
So okay I was part of this one Russian school thing and they asked me to join their Russian club and the theater because they REALLY needed girls! The first play was a Russian thing for little kids that people set up on new years with the Russian Santa and his Granddaughter and everything, plus this thing called audience participation. That's where the Santa takes all the kids around different corners of the room that are set up as a bear den or a wolf den and the people dressed as bears or wolves play games or solve holiday riddles with the kids. Then there is the evil witch that kidnapped the Santa's Granddaughter and the kids and Santa have to find her. Well I got to play the witch, and I felt really good later cause my dad got everything on tape and that was like a bigger role than first timers get, and people told me that I did it as if I was doing it all my life! It made me feel special :).
We are doing another play now, this time a MUCH bigger one and not childish. Ever heard of a film/musical fiddler on the roof? Yeah we are doing that one but rewritten a bit so it was called Pomenal'naya Molitva, which translates to I forget what but its something prayer, but then we renamed it to Tevye The Milkman. So yeah. I'm playing his 3rd oldest daughter Chava. Which sounds more like Hava. So yeah. I'll post more about how THAT goes later! Bye!!

Oh no.

I know I haven't blogged in a while. A lot of stuff happened. I'll post about my Russian school later (I joined a Russian theater group yay!!!). Well you really think you know someone but you later find out you don't. Then they convince you they've changed and you come back to them, to an old friend, thinking everything is perfect again. Then they drop you like a rock and tell you all the stuff they hid from you. Then you realize you thought you knew, you thought they changed, but turns out, they didn't. That it was just an act. That they are almost REALLY that careless. Or so it seems to you. I don't want to get into details because it hurts but I just wanted to write that. Sorry it's pointless since only my friends know what's going on. Most of them. Then again those are the peole who read this as far as I know but whatever.
Summer '08, the horrible summer, all over again. Oh well on with my other entries.