Saturday, December 13, 2008

Sometimes crap happens.

So we went on a field trip with the German class to chicago. It was prett fun except for the train ride back.. I had my hand on my bf's leg and a teacher yelled at us and i started to cry and he left the train cart to another one.. Then some kid was walking up and down the seat rows saying, "Did Mike just get dumped or something?". He was laughing.
Mike never came back so Grace went to get him and she didnt come back so i had Kenneth go get them, and when that friend didnt come back, i went after them. I met them about half way there cause they were coming back, and they told me he is really sad and i need to talk to him. Except he wasnt talking to me because he said that he needed time to think. So i left but as i was leaving i turned around and ran back after him, grabbed his arm and tried to pull him out of his chair and drag him back but he stood up and didnt say anything and wouldnt come with me. I felt so mad.
WE didnt break up but it felt as if he dumped me right there, cause i didnt know why he would act like that. I seriously felt like shoving him, but i didnt. I just ran out of the cart crying. As i was trying to get out of the cart i heard people going "OH MY GOD OH MY GOD DID YOU SEE THEM??!". I didnt think that they were talking about what just happened to me, but then some guy stopped me and said,
"Anna did you and Mike break up?!"
"No!!!"
"Are you sure? Cause you just had your hand in his pants about 5 minutes ago!"
"SHUT UP!!!" I shoved him really hard as best as i could cause there was a small crowd of people surrounding us in that little compartment between the two carts. I started to cry even harder and ran back into my school's cart... People were staring at me and i heard someone saying that i broke up with him and just crap like that.
When i got back to my seat some people crowded me saying that the guy that told everyone i had my hand in Mike's pants is just an asshole and a retard. It was nice to hear that. Then i had Zoe go get Mike cause i needed to talk to him and he HAD to come back. So she dragged him back and the crowd of people left. I sat him down in the seat across from me and then hugged him. Right then a teacher ran over and screamed,
"YOU STAY OFF OF HIM!!! HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU?! i know you're sad but STAY OFF OF HIM! and you dont touch her!!!!!!"
So i told him im going back up to the food cart and he should come after me so we could talk. Apparently every time im with him i get in trouble which isnt true. Its the teachers that were really.... ununderstanding i guess.... Then the food compartment was closed cause some students were having a very tense game of B.S. and so everyone got throw out. Then we all just sat in silence trying to cheer ourselves up. Except Zoe said that when she was going to go get him she heard broken bits of conversations including "Mike", "fucked", "her", and "up". I guess you can pience that together yourseld. Zoe had a really bad headache, Grace got in a fight with Eva and something else so she was also sad, and everyone else was just quiet.
The next day some people came up to mike saying, "I heard you and your girlfriend broke up and got back together on the train!"... I dont think that person even WAS in the german class. I think it's all okay now but rumors like that (and worse) about me and him are going around the school a lot sometimes except i dont know how much and about what cause they only reach me after they reach a friend, Mike's mom, someone tells it to my face, or i hear someone say that (whic so far i hadnt)...

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